My freinds tell me not to go back to you. Trying to prove them wrong but you just don’t make it better for yourself when you do/say stuff like that that I can see and they can also. Just hate feeling like an idiot tbh. Wish you had your cute personality 24/7 cause babe you suit it.. Shame it’s not always there though huh

i just got the most horrible news ever :(

so got put on antibiotics and then im hopefully getting the operation booked or whatever it is they do! bit nervous but ach well, it needs done!

cryed so shitty fucking much tonight. gooo awaaaayyyy

lying in bed and dont want to come off twitter or this because i know ill lye there and over think everything. which will get me down, have to get up early tomorrow aswell for the docters. going to try and find a movie to watch and ill hopefully fall asleep watching that, night all! <3